2006-08-01 - never sure 2004-12-16 - no more novel 2004-10-30 - Red Sox Nation 2004-08-22 - elephant 2004-08-18 - the time of spiders 2004-08-16 - what Olympians know 2004-06-24 - fake lanterns 2004-06-02 - this is not closure 2004-05-24 - i'm a lemon 2004-05-21 - contempt for the craft 2004-05-06 - Halls of Fame 2004-04-06 - common fucking decency 2004-04-01 - those last few pages 2004-03-23 - popping the cork on lunacy 2004-03-18 - damn this infernal disease 2004-03-16 - frown lines 2004-03-11 - complete and utter boredom 2004-02-26 - brace myself 2004-01-14 - not very pleased 2004-01-13 - icky 2004-01-05 - one of the best gifts ever 2003-12-22 - strong enough to give up 2003-11-19 - i was wrong 2003-11-05 - the disease is me 2003-10-29 - the emotional leash 2003-10-20 - a writer's praise 2003-10-16 - in the playoffs again 2003-10-07 - the healthy me 2003-09-26 - stupid writers 2003-08-27 - stealthy demon traitor 2003-08-14 - thank god it's over 2003-07-12 - i hate my friends 2003-06-27 - baseball in a heat wave 2003-06-09 - i'm the one who pays 2003-06-03 - waiting for the funeral 2003-06-02 - death, guilt, and commencement 2003-05-29 - what's really on my mind 2003-05-19 - the search for adrenaline 2003-05-14 - falling into the bathtub 2003-04-25 - my bundle of selves 2003-04-16 - the return of spring 2003-04-04 - sickness and visions 2003-03-25 - ground zero 2003-03-20 - coworker trauma 2003-03-18 - the government, not the people 2003-03-13 - tired eyes 2003-03-03 - my older sister 2003-02-27 - whatever 2003-02-12 - i'm completely worthless 2003-02-09 - the world has won 2003-02-04 - too tired 2003-01-14 - life is such a hassle 2003-01-13 - i want to go home 2003-01-02 - unexpected Swiss chocolate 2002-12-19 - still getting dumber 2002-12-12 - on writing 2002-12-06 - gift-giving 2002-12-02 - risk of avalanche 2002-11-27 - doing all that I can 2002-11-25 - very busy and not very happy 2002-11-14 - still getting older 2002-11-06 - sad state of affairs 2002-11-05 - the stupidity of everyone else 2002-11-05 - everyone can go to hell 2002-10-29 - medication tribulations 2002-10-25 - anxiety and red mountain dew 2002-10-21 - drug-induced shit 2002-10-11 - time for a change 2002-10-04 - school sucks 2002-09-25 - success vs. failure 2002-09-23 - the death of the American Dream 2002-09-11 - refusal to wear a ribbon 2002-08-29 - not helping much 2002-08-28 - i deserve a promotion 2002-08-23 - perhaps, but probably not 2002-08-22 - too much and too little 2002-08-21 - the 600 club 2002-08-09 - nobody's had it worse 2002-08-08 - too much adrenaline 2002-08-07 - addicted to evil 2002-07-30 - resignation 2002-07-29 - please go away 2002-07-26 - Schopenhauer 2002-07-23 - fizzling 2002-07-22 - i don't care 2002-07-19 - shittiest week ever 2002-07-16 - busywork 2002-07-15 - debilitating bursts 2002-07-11 - publishers and mood disorders 2002-07-08 - my first van Gogh 2002-07-01 - disconnected again 2002-06-25 - intelligent art 2002-06-24 - catching up 2002-06-10 - National Enquirer photos 2002-05-09 - the horror continues 2002-04-18 - documentary on depression 2002-04-12 - lost puppy 2002-04-03 - names and faces 2002-04-01 - eighteen hours 2002-03-21 - dolls and duplicity 2002-03-07 - head rush 2002-03-07 - like a vegetable 2002-02-27 - singing tonight 2002-02-25 - blips, bombardment, and blackness 2002-02-23 - how long to go on 2002-02-13 - panic and The Simpsons 2002-02-04 - small town kids 2002-01-29 - prostitution 2002-01-22 - compounded stress 2001-11-30 - coming together 2001-11-26 - within the surrender 2001-11-12 - existence of an afterlife 2001-11-09 - drowning in debt 2001-11-06 - it's all the same 2001-10-19 - i don't hate my job 2001-10-09 - a damn good thing 2001-10-03 - ordinary daydreams 2001-09-28 - rejection 2001-09-26 - vacuous emptiness 2001-09-19 - sensationalistic journalism 2001-09-11 - war zone 2001-09-10 - pressed for time 2001-09-04 - with my guardian angel 2001-08-14 - bloody mess 2001-08-07 - infinitely painful 2001-08-06 - getting along 2001-08-02 - rose petals 2001-08-01 - useless pile of shit 2001-07-30 - cool as hell 2001-07-23 - up to the challenge 2001-07-19 - interpretations of love 2001-07-16 - better or worse? 2001-07-13 - pride and prejudice 2001-07-09 - surrealism 2001-07-05 - too small in here 2001-07-03 - evil smoker 2001-07-02 - horizon 2001-07-02 - shaking in terror 2001-06-28 - nothing out of something 2001-06-24 - back from vacation 2001-06-15 - DisneyWorld 2001-06-12 - peons 2001-06-11 - voices in my head 2001-06-07 - so many things 2001-06-05 - medication and hockey 2001-06-04 - stuck 2001-05-31 - decision-making process 2001-05-29 - Angelfire killed my friend 2001-05-28 - the space program 2001-05-27 - not the only one 2001-05-25 - Chutes and Ladders 2001-05-23 - the hardest thing in life 2001-05-21 - the sound of silence 2001-05-19 - cleaning out the past 2001-05-17 - fucked up dreams 2001-05-15 - what the fuck? 2001-05-14 - i'm too normal 2001-05-11 - Timothy McVeigh 2001-05-11 - people scare me 2001-05-10 - disillusionment 2001-05-06 - i wonder...? 2001-05-04 - waves of torment 2001-04-30 - problem with authority 2001-04-28 - humanity is a mistake 2001-04-26 - strung up 2001-04-25 - life is not boring 2001-04-22 - too grown up 2001-04-20 - happy anniversary 2001-04-17 - the real world 2001-04-12 - circular pathways 2001-04-11 - suicide is not selfish 2001-04-10 - moments of hell 2001-04-04 - memory is my enemy 2001-04-02 - mid-life crisis 2001-03-31 - cinnamon bun 2001-03-29 - death and lost teeth 2001-03-28 - Boycott Angelfire 2001-03-26 - fame 2001-03-24 - playing ping-pong 2001-03-23 - apathy 2001-03-20 - death is not enough 2001-03-18 - i find myself dead 2001-03-16 - housebound 2001-03-14 - a thousand miles away 2001-03-12 - moments in the past 2001-03-07 - sarcophagus 2001-02-28 - looming scythe of death 2001-02-27 - silver-screen rogue 2001-02-26 - fuck psychiatry 2001-02-23 - pain in the brain 2001-02-23 - the genius of insanity 2001-02-16 - mindless assumptions 2001-02-14 - too deep for words 2001-02-13 - inner forearm 2001-02-11 - i'm tired 2001-02-08 - emptiness 2001-02-07 - the vampire slayer 2001-02-06 - volcanic lava 2001-02-05 - burning my eyes 2001-02-03 - the gift of life 2001-01-31 - identity crisis 2001-01-30 - hell on earth 2001-01-29 - dancing with Death 2001-01-28 - withdrawal fucking sucks 2001-01-26 - no running away 2001-01-25 - without an author 2001-01-24 - agenda of death 2001-01-23 - hate-mail 2001-01-21 - crossing the line 2001-01-20 - the creature descends 2001-01-19 - hoping for comfort 2001-01-18 - baseball and existentialism 2001-01-17 - placing the blame 2001-01-16 - rebellious phase 2001-01-12 - words that last 2001-01-11 - religious massacre 2001-01-10 - Rob 2001-01-02 - Cast Away 2000-12-21 - death and long walks 2000-12-20 - free guns for everyone 2000-12-18 - human vs. bull 2000-12-18 - sleep 2000-12-14 - i don't belong 2000-12-13 - Christmas is shitty 2000-12-12 - blood-soaked Kleenex 2000-12-11 - strapped into the ride 2000-12-08 - contemplating suicide 2000-12-07 - things i must deal with 2000-12-06 - monsters of sickness 2000-12-05 - dead fish 2000-12-04 - enough is enough 2000-12-01 - understanding death 2000-11-30 - do people enjoy life? 2000-11-27 - the fucked up people 2000-11-22 - obligation hurts 2000-11-21 - what i've learned 2000-11-20 - blackness is my home 2000-11-16 - shivering 2000-11-15 - three years max 2000-11-14 - trapped inside a cage 2000-11-13 - bleeding in the bar 2000-11-10 - condemned or not? 2000-11-08 - crime scene 2000-11-07 - birth order rebellion 2000-11-06 - irritated to death 2000-11-05 - goddamn video tapes 2000-11-03 - story of my downfall 2000-11-02 - i am completely empty 2000-11-02 - random racing thoughts 2000-11-01 - magical hangover 2000-10-31 - not taking the meds 2000-10-30 - couldn't wait for the seance 2000-10-30 - all souls' day seance 2000-10-28 - random bunch of events 2000-10-27 - damned for an eternity 2000-10-26 - i don't want a plan 2000-10-24 - teachers are stupid 2000-10-23 - getting really fucked up 2000-10-21 - middle school 2000-10-20 - a memory scarred 2000-10-19 - the oddity of me 2000-10-18 - Krista in Wonderland 2000-10-18 - defending my niceness 2000-10-17 - the antithesis of life 2000-10-17 - can't handle stress 2000-10-16 - cablevision hell 2000-10-14 - friday the 13th from hell 2000-10-13 - back to the old haunt 2000-10-12 - alive for everyone else 2000-10-11 - what do i need? 2000-10-10 - just plain confused 2000-10-06 - killer curiosity 2000-10-06 - psycho obsessions 2000-10-05 - i need a good halloween 2000-10-04 - justifying philosophizing 2000-10-03 - how do you live? 2000-10-03 - i'm gonna take you with me 2000-10-02 - what is it for? 2000-10-02 - you're the reason 2000-09-29 - stuck between worlds 2000-09-28 - paranoia sucks 2000-09-27 - i feel pretty good 2000-09-25 - too much going on 2000-09-22 - i feel like shit 2000-09-20 - fucking cry already 2000-09-19 - very lonely 2000-09-18 - home alone 2000-09-15 - darwin and paperweights 2000-09-14 - compassion and killers 2000-09-12 - an unquiet mind 2000-09-08 - the art of conversation 2000-09-07 - losing my mind 2000-09-06 - so what? 2000-09-05 - why do people smoke? 2000-08-31 - what's fun and what's not 2000-08-30 - the swimming pool 2000-08-28 - what's going on? 2000-08-28 - oh, sadness is goodbyes 2000-08-27 - the shittiest thing ever 2000-08-26 - what was i thinking? 2000-08-26 - i'm drunk 2000-08-25 - i think i'm broken 2000-08-25 - not forgotten 2000-08-23 - reaching for columbine 2000-08-23 - my second childhood 2000-08-21 - stuffed animals 2000-08-18 - Romeo and Juliet 2000-08-16 - sinking feeling 2000-08-15 - THAT'S NOT OKAY!! 2000-08-15 - oh yeah, i really did cut 2000-08-12 - drugs made me stupid 2000-08-12 - toilet paper in my desk 2000-08-12 - you know what i hate? 2000-08-11 - i want to be famous 2000-08-11 - no peace for the wicked 2000-08-10 - i lost my shadow 2000-08-09 - look at me: i'm normal! 2000-07-21 - the nature of being human 2000-07-18 - Psychobitch fucking loses 2000-07-13 - a lotta damn rambling 2000-07-11 - Introduction to Psychobitch